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terminal.these lines keep crossing and i'm fading and some girl that
looks just like me is taking over and i'm very sorry.
you deserve better.
or maybe we both do.
maybe the more i try to convince you to leave me, the more
you'll consider it and then leave and i'll beg you to come back.
that sounds about right.
every night the moon shines on the peak like a hollow ghost
and i wonder if there's someone looking in my windows, and if
i should be scared or flattered or both. i change in front of my
windows hoping i'm still attractive enough to make some lonely
man come watch. i don't know if i care about danger anymore.
my job hurts and so does food and i think if you leave me one
more time, death is a good option.
i have too many journals that never get finished and a room that's
as empty as my head, but you still climb into my creaky bed and
keep me company sometimes and that's fine,
but i guess i want to know why.
i've asked you too many times, i know, but it's nice to find out a new
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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